- Yaira Ebanks

- Aug 17
- 2 min read
Updated: Oct 5
Someone reached out claiming to be in the music industry and they very well could be.
They asked if I had ever considered songwriting. I hadn’t, but curiosity always gets the best of me, so I challenged myself to write a song. This piece came in one wave. Today I wrote it in 30 minutes.
Dark, yes, but darkness comes easily, and the words just pour out.
This is my first song, 'Six Months and One Day.' Unlike most of my work, which reflects on my own life, this piece is completely made up.
It’s been six months since I sang a song
Can’t remember the last time I saw the sun
You left me
Can’t remember how long I’ve been staring at this gun
You said I love too quickly
that you couldn’t love me
I came off sickly
It’s been six months you’ve left me alone
Memorized the message you left on my phone
Can’t remember the last time I felt this alone
You left me
I want to stay in that day
lying on blue-green grass
Sun beaming down
we sing our corny tune
I think to say I love you
but you beat me to it
I hear the words
I love you
This is the place I yearn to stay
This is the place
and I know the way
But it’s all a dream
awoken each time by my own screams
You left me
It’s been six months since I saw color
My life is gray and bleak
I followed you the other day
Saw you caress her cheek
Don’t know how long I’ve stared at this gun
It’s been six months and I’ve lost my will to live
I followed you again
you saw me
ran up to me and said:
Go on. Do it.
You have nothing to give
Six months and one day
And I’m still here
Staring at this gun
Six months and one day
Nothing’s undone
Six months and one day
Still here still
staring at this gun
